Something something some kind of school trip? Throughout the dream there's Lucien always next to me, we talk, he suggests repeatedly we should get married because I'm so smart but I vehemently refuse. Don't remember where I started; keep going into this building during the trip but at different floors -- one time we go to a place with small lizards and bugs: lyse has a handful and gives to me; I notice the spiders (& roaches?) and low-key freak out At some point at a playground (at night?) there's euan Later, go to this huge park thing; take an escalator to this gigantic library, super high ceiling.
The dream suggests a sense of exploration and growth, as symbolized by the school trip. Lucien represents a persuasive and complimentary aspect of your own personality. The repeated suggestion of marriage could imply a desire for recognition and validation of your intelligence. However, the strong refusal indicates a reluctance to rush into commitments or relationships. The building symbolizes different aspects or stages of your life, represented by the different floors. The presence of small lizards and bugs could symbolize minor challenges or annoyances in these different stages. Your reaction to the spiders and roaches suggests that you may have a fear or aversion towards certain obstacles or uncertainties. The appearance of Euan at the playground, particularly at night, could symbolize unexpected encounters or connections with friends or acquaintances in unfamiliar situations. Finally, the presence of a huge park and a gigantic library with a high ceiling signifies a vast landscape of knowledge and possibilities. The escalator represents progress and the aspiration for intellectual growth. This dream suggests that you have a thirst for knowledge and a desire to explore different aspects of life. It may also indicate the importance of expanding your horizons and seeking new experiences.